10.3.13

Holla

Holla sorry lama tak update. agak busy ngan dunia perkerjaan ngan harapan satu hari bleh kaya (insyaallah) haha. ni nak promote jap ni. sila la like n bagitau kawan2 mengenai business aku. www.facebook.com/sketchperfumes setiap permelian ada hadiah misteri. hahahaha

12.8.11

Ipoh sangat panas.



Dugaan betul berpuasa bulan ni. Kenikmatan air bandung cincau begitu terasa sekali apabila peluh mula membasahi segenap tubuh ini. Taktau la mengenai cuaca kat tempat lain, tapi Ipoh, fuhhh.. 45 darjah celcius ooo. Haih.

Aku bukan manja. Tak tahan panas la. Takut hitam la. Pada sesiapa yang kenal aku ( or yang tak kenal, boleh ke page aku untuk melihat gambar2 aku ) tahu yang aku sememangnya tidak mempunyai masalah ngan kepanasan. Warna kulit memainkan peranan. Huhu.

Namun, apabila aku bersuara mengenai kepanasan yang dialami, respons yang aku dapat kebanyakannya mesti sama. "Neraka lagi panas"

Me : Panasnya~
Kawan : Relax la. Baru panas dunia. Neraka lagi panas.

Me : Gila babi la panas ni~
Cikgu : Jangan mencarut! Neraka lagi panas kamu tau tak?

Me : Panas betul hari ni kan, sayang?
Lisa Surihani : Sabar la daddy, neraka lagi panas tau.

Ok. Yang last tu fatamorgana yang tercipta bila panas menguasai diri.

Aku tak puas hati kenapa respons tu yang aku dapat?

Apasal diorang yakin sangat yang aku akan masuk neraka ni?

Tidak memerlukannya jawapan dari andanya pun.


11.8.11

dilemma bulan Ramadhan

Aku menghadapi masalah untuk tidur.

Akhirnya, selepas sahur, dalam pukul 8 lebih, aku dapat melayari bahtera indah.

Setelah energy di-charge ke tahap maksima, disokong pulak panas bilik aku, aku terjaga.

Aku on pc aku, melihat status download cerita 'Horibble Bosses' dan 'Anchorman'. Aku tau. Klasik kan? Ntah. Will Ferrell tak pernah mengecewakan bila aku cuba mencari sedikit keriangan di hati.
Lagi satu cerita dia yang best bagi aku ialah ' The Other Guy'. Bagi aku, cerita tu sangat-sangat hebat. Setiap apa yang aku fikirkan akan terjadi, pasti sebaliknya yang berlaku. (sorry.. lari topik)

Aku pun mula tembak2 zombie, buka FB dan men-download lagu, tetiba aku terpandang waktu kat monitor desktop aku.

Eh, pukul 6.50pm. Aku menghulur kepala keluar bilik aku, aku cari jam dinding aku, eh, 2.45?

Untuk mencari kepastian, aku mencari handphone dan jam tangan aku.
Handphone : 2.48pm
Jam Tangan : 2.40pm

Dilemma yang betul2 mengugat keimanan dan kesabaran di bulan puasa. Lalu aku ke ruang tamu, bertanya pada mak aku,

" Mama, pukul berapa sekarang?"

Mak aku tekan 'info' pada alat kawalan jauh Astro. Aku memandang pada TV LED 40" kami.
Lalu mak aku berkata.

" Pukul 3, awat?''

Argh. Aku nak percaya jam kat komputer aku.

Aku tidak mempedulikannya pun.

31.12.10

Happy New Year

selepas berhempas pulas melawan badai di tahun 2010
berharap 2011 menjanjikan sedikit ketenangan dan kejayaan..(ayat2 ahli falsafah.. LOL)

Azam
meningkatkan lagi usaha untuk berhenti rokok. Jadi muslim dan anak soleh yang lebih sempurna. Gemukkan sikit badan yang keding ni.

Expectation
Semua lebih mudah. Macam tahun-tahun lepas, health,wealth and happiness. Liverpool sack Roy Hodgson dan cari manager yang boleh bawa Liverpool memenangi EPL. Huhuhu.

Selamat Tahun Baru Semua!



20.11.10

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19.11.10

Alone?

If you are at first lonely, be patient. If you've not been alone much, or if when you were, you weren't okay with it, then just wait. You'll find it's fine to be alone once you're embracing it.

We could start with the acceptable places, the bathroom, the coffee shop, the library. Where you can stall and read the paper, where you can get your caffeine fix and sit and stay there. Where you can browse the stacks and smell the books. You're not supposed to talk much anyway so it's safe there.

There's also the gym. If you're shy you could hang out with yourself in mirrors, you could put headphones in.

And there's public transportation, because we all gotta go places.

And there's prayer and meditation. No one will think less if you're hanging with your breath seeking peace and salvation.

Start simple. Things you may have previously based on your avoid being alone principals.

The lunch counter. Where you will be surrounded by chow-downers. Employees who only have an hour and their spouses work across town and so they -- like you -- will be alone.

Resist the urge to hang out with your cell phone.

When you are comfortable with eat lunch and run, take yourself out for dinner. A restaurant with linen and silverware. You're no less intriguing a person when you're eating solo dessert to cleaning the whipped cream from the dish with your finger. In fact some people at full tables will wish they were where you were.

Go to the movies. Where it is dark and soothing. Alone in your seat amidst a fleeting community.
And then, take yourself out dancing to a club where no one knows you. Stand on the outside of the floor till the lights convince you more and more and the music shows you. Dance like no one's watching...because, they're probably not. And, if they are, assume it is with best of human intentions. The way bodies move genuinely to beats is, after all, gorgeous and affecting. Dance until you're sweating, and beads of perspiration remind you of life's best things, down your back like a brook of blessings.

Go to the woods alone, and the trees and squirrels will watch for you.
Go to an unfamiliar city, roam the streets, there're always statues to talk to and benches made for sitting give strangers a shared existence if only for a minute and these moments can be so uplifting and the conversations you get in by sitting alone on benches might've never happened had you not been there by yourself

Society is afraid of alonedom, like lonely hearts are wasting away in basements, like people must have problems if, after a while, nobody is dating them. but lonely is a freedom that breaths easy and weightless and lonely is healing if you make it.

You could stand, swathed by groups and mobs or hold hands with your partner, look both further and farther for the endless quest for company. But no one's in your head and by the time you translate your thoughts, some essence of them may be lost or perhaps it is just kept.

Perhaps in the interest of loving oneself, perhaps all those sappy slogans from preschool over to high school's groaning were tokens for holding the lonely at bay. Cuz if you're happy in your head than solitude is blessed and alone is okay.

It's okay if no one believes like you. All experience is unique, no one has the same synapses, can't think like you, for this be releived, keeps things interesting lifes magic things in reach.

And it doesn't mean you're not connected, that communitie's not present, just take the perspective you get from being one person in one head and feel the effects of it. take silence and respect it. if you have an art that needs a practice, stop neglecting it. if your family doesn't get you, or religious sect is not meant for you, don't obsess about it.

You could be in an instant surrounded if you needed it.
If your heart is bleeding make the best of it
There is heat in freezing, be a testament.

HOW TO BE ALONE by Tanya Davis