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Alone?

If you are at first lonely, be patient. If you've not been alone much, or if when you were, you weren't okay with it, then just wait. You'll find it's fine to be alone once you're embracing it.

We could start with the acceptable places, the bathroom, the coffee shop, the library. Where you can stall and read the paper, where you can get your caffeine fix and sit and stay there. Where you can browse the stacks and smell the books. You're not supposed to talk much anyway so it's safe there.

There's also the gym. If you're shy you could hang out with yourself in mirrors, you could put headphones in.

And there's public transportation, because we all gotta go places.

And there's prayer and meditation. No one will think less if you're hanging with your breath seeking peace and salvation.

Start simple. Things you may have previously based on your avoid being alone principals.

The lunch counter. Where you will be surrounded by chow-downers. Employees who only have an hour and their spouses work across town and so they -- like you -- will be alone.

Resist the urge to hang out with your cell phone.

When you are comfortable with eat lunch and run, take yourself out for dinner. A restaurant with linen and silverware. You're no less intriguing a person when you're eating solo dessert to cleaning the whipped cream from the dish with your finger. In fact some people at full tables will wish they were where you were.

Go to the movies. Where it is dark and soothing. Alone in your seat amidst a fleeting community.

And then, take yourself out dancing to a club where no one knows you. Stand on the outside of the floor till the lights convince you more and more and the music shows you. Dance like no one's watching...because, they're probably not. And, if they are, assume it is with best of human intentions. The way bodies move genuinely to beats is, after all, gorgeous and affecting. Dance until you're sweating, and beads of perspiration remind you of life's best things, down your back like a brook of blessings.

Go to the woods alone, and the trees and squirrels will watch for you.

Go to an unfamiliar city, roam the streets, there're always statues to talk to and benches made for sitting give strangers a shared existence if only for a minute and these moments can be so uplifting and the conversations you get in by sitting alone on benches might've never happened had you not been there by yourself

Society is afraid of alonedom, like lonely hearts are wasting away in basements, like people must have problems if, after a while, nobody is dating them. but lonely is a freedom that breaths easy and weightless and lonely is healing if you make it.

You could stand, swathed by groups and mobs or hold hands with your partner, look both further and farther for the endless quest for company. But no one's in your head and by the time you translate your thoughts, some essence of them may be lost or perhaps it is just kept.

Perhaps in the interest of loving oneself, perhaps all those sappy slogans from preschool over to high school's groaning were tokens for holding the lonely at bay. Cuz if you're happy in your head than solitude is blessed and alone is okay.

It's okay if no one believes like you. All experience is unique, no one has the same synapses, can't think like you, for this be releived, keeps things interesting lifes magic things in reach.

And it doesn't mean you're not connected, that communitie's not present, just take the perspective you get from being one person in one head and feel the effects of it. take silence and respect it. if you have an art that needs a practice, stop neglecting it. if your family doesn't get you, or religious sect is not meant for you, don't obsess about it.

You could be in an instant surrounded if you needed it.

If your heart is bleeding make the best of it

There is heat in freezing, be a testament.

HOW TO BE ALONE by Tanya Davis

Reason

Buntu

The perfect word to describe what I'm feeling right now..

Terlampau banyak yang terjadi..

Terlampau banyak benda yang terlepas dari genggaman..

Ntah la..

Orang kata setiap benda yang berlaku ada hikmah..

Just keeping my hopes high to see what will happen next..

Hope things will get better..

Please..

Give me a reason to live!

My Kind Of Girl

Asli
I'm not really into makeup and stuff
natural beauty is what i'm looking for
i'm not searching for Miss Universe
Cukup sekadar cantik di mata aku

Sopan
its hard to find these days
one who thinks before she speaks
Menghormati orang lain
not just her family,but mine as well

Cook
i come from a family that loves to eat (regardless of my body mass)
i'm not asking for a 5star meal
Just a simple 'Nasi Goreng' and some cupcakes
that would be nice

Faithful
i've been in so many shitty relationships
and i'm counting on avoiding it on the future
it really hurt after you put your heart into something but in the end
it falls apart
I'm not that strong bila bermain soal hati

Crazy
yeah..
i'm crazy
but i know when,where and how to be crazy
i need someone who can adapt to this
my mental illnesses (huhu)

Calm
ramai orang kata aku hot-tempered
but i dont think so
aku lebih kepada seorang yang memendam,bukan melepaskan
i know
a 21years old boy
talking about this topic
i've been into a lot of mess and been fighting with a lot of stress
a girl that could calm me down is really accounted for

Kids
haha
jauh melayang da kotak fikiran ni
i love kids
i really do
and i want tons of them
so.
be ready
haha!

for further info
just ask

ONE MALAYSIA!

hehe..
topik yang sedang hangat diperkatakan..
tpi..
aku nak cuba merungkai maksud disebalik ayat tersebut..
one malaysia = satu malaysia..
hmmm..
perpaduan kaum..
setiap kaum akan mendapat hak yang sama rata..
tapi betul ker adil permbahagiannyer..?
a wise man once said...
aku cuma petik jer..
sebab bagi aku ada logiknyer penjelasan beliau..
contoh:
kerajaan bagi peruntukan kepada rakyat 1.2juta for blablabla..
di bahagikan sama rata kepada 3 pihak..A..B..C..
1 pihak dapat 400k ryte..?
here comes the silly part..
anggaran populasi
A - 500,000
B - 250,000
C - 100,000
adil ker pembahagian ni..?
hmmm..
just think about it..
just my opinion..

APPRECIATION!

ntah btul ke tak ejaan aku..
aku pun taktau..
huhu..
sori lama tak update..
bz gler..
ngan examnyer..
ngan assignmentnyer..
huhu..
time2 camni la rasa cam perlu kasih-sayang..
tempat untuk meluah perasaan dan geram..
mcm2 betul yang berlaku..
makin lama makin serabut..
isk..
nak wat camner..
mmg adat belajar..
huhu..
n skang ni..
musim bercinta..
haha..
ramai btul yang bercinta dan mencari cinta..
aku..?
hanya memandang dari jauh..
tak mampu nak dekat..
mcm2 halangan..
slow n steady..
but..
ntah la..
cam takder harapan jer..
hehe..
perasaan orang ni pelik kan..
"they always wanted things they couldn't reach"
for example..
A minat kat B..
but B minat kat C..
dan C plak ada teman..
dan teman C minat kat D..
and blablabla..
why cant C be happy with teman dia..
D gi mampos la..
B amek je A..
dah orang minat...
sengal ubi..
but perasaan orang..
sapa leh cakap pe..
sukati lu la nak wat apa..
janji luorang happy..
tak kacau aku..
wakakakakaka!

Jinx..?

hmm...

taktau nak ckap..

mcm2 mende berlaku minggu lepas..(n terbawak ke minggu ni)

ish..

aku ni sial ker ha..

perkara sekeliling aku wat aku fed up..

lmbat masuk midterm..

jawab ntah pape..

hari ni dapat la result yang memberangsangkan jiwa untuk berhenti belajar..

with mende remeh yang tetibe lead to a bigger problem..

ishk..

nak ditambahkan sial aku..

laptop aku hilang..

da la skrin tu pecah..

leh tergamak nak amek gak..

takper..

satu hari aku akan dapat...

harap duit2 yang ang dapat tu cukup untuk tampung perbelanjaan hospital n reconstruction surgery ang..

koz aku akan pecah muka ang dan patahkan tangan ang..!

dis is a promise!